its been a boring week but thank God its Friday..
am on my way home and i happen to bump into an old friend..
its been a while since we last saw each other..
so after some chitchat. She invites me to a party..
at first am a little hesitant but i finally give in..
the party was nice and after drinks she asks me something..
"why didn't you think of inviting your friend?"
i gave her questioning look since i didn't know whom she was referring to..
"you know. You inspiration"
Uuf! i forgot i used to all him that..
"am sure he was busy with work today.."
now she gives me a questioning look...
i know that was a lame excuse. But i didn't know what to tell her
that the person who had brought so much joy into my life,
doesn't want to be involved with me again
he doesn't want to even look at me
saying hi to me is a problem..
plus al never forget the disgusting look he gave me the last time we were together
its as if he had made a huge mistake by having me there
a tap on my shoulder brings me back to reality
"hey, he is actually here.." she said pointing to where he was standing.
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